You gave me the life
That I did not ask for,
The immortality cursed
And condemned eternally.
Now I cry my rigid tears,
I despise the nothingness,
I hate the power in me
That makes me reckless.
At one time I yearned
For the beautiful sunlight;
Now I spend my time mostly
Under the silvery sky dome.
I miss my self-indulgence
Of feelings and emotions;
Now I'm bereft from all
Of the human weaknesses.
This is but a string of thoughts
Etched vaguely a distant away
Soon it will all disappear when
My morbid nature fully takes hold.