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all the shots of vodka the drunkards drown themselves in can never succeed to
intoxicate my mind like his words. they're most efficient in ways they are meant to be.
they show no sign of mercy and keep attacking until an image forms in your mind to be
idolized. sometimes they say we belong together, and other times they make me wonder
if it would be better if we were apart. my faults, his faults, aside, I blame everything
on the society, the surroundings, the world. how else would I survive all these emotions
that keep changing their attitudes at every turn? I act and react in the most peculiar way
that forces me to think Karma is truly a brutal force. she wouldn't be satisfied until I
was left with cuts and bruises. But I will not turn the other cheek. I'll simply stare at
her with hearts and stars shining in my irises, daring her to give me the saddest blast
of music ever existed in any album. I'll just hold on to his words and his reflection
until I become nothing but a molecule inside a synthetic bubble floating above the hand-painted
clouds while Karma watches me from below; me disappearing out of her reach. doesn't she
realize I need to love him, have him, and own him?
© 1/4/03
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